OK, THIS IS LIFE!!

ok! this is life .. sometimes we always expect things that are impossible to be realized, but there is also a truly wishes come true ..And I am, what I want (for now) have not materialized at all ..First, we start the romance. From the beginning until now, every time I fall in love with someone, definitely someone I loved was in love with my close friends! why did it happen? (I do not know!)second, for the future. now, I am still confused in determining the purpose of my life. My wishes for the future very much, I want to be this, become it, and blah blah blah .. and I'm still confused!